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Monday, 02 November 2009
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EVP's
EVP = Spirit voices on tape
This phenomena was discovered by accident in 1959 by Swedish opera singer Friedrich Jürgenson. He was recording bird calls in the deep woods when, upon playback, he discovered human voices on the tape as well; disembodied voices inaudible to the human ear at the time of recording.
Pretty much all my old evps - Patrick related and not Patrick related - from my old sites have gone Kerplewy.
For now, I'll try uploading them from a new site. Only the (possible) Patrick evp's will be on here. If anyone knows of a great FREE hosting site for my evp's, please clue me in. I really would prefer one with DIRECT LINKS for people. None of this Download/Open (or Save) File business.
Sadly, my first evp isn't on here because it died on my tape recorder.
(It's all explained on my first site, I think). That one said: "I miss you, my lady. My Becky." And I no longer do evp, so all of these are old files. The files in this first section 'feel' to me like they are Patrick.
Before this evp I heard a woman say "Don't forget Patrick," followed by a man saying really cheerful-like - "What do you say, Patrick?" Then a few seconds later I got this really LOUD "Wake Up" evp.
This evp happened the second I walked into the room where I was recording. Also, just this minute I heard at the end of the evp "Be-cky." It's a very deep voice.
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This was the first evp I received with my new recorder after years of not doing any evp work. You will hear me shutting my bedroom door halfway, followed by a man saying "Nooo, stop it!"
Click HERE to hear the file stretched, minus the door squeak.
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All I can make out on this one is "Becky," and then something like "love to find you."
(The "you" here sounds Scottish to me, which kind of surprised me. I'm always thinking he was from Wales, but dreams and such tell me otherwise)
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Sounds like a very familiar man's chuckle, which is a little freaky to me. I'd recommend using headphones to hear this one, since it is faint.
Click HERE for another version of this file. This one might be easier to hear.
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The "you" here sounds Scottish to me, too. And there's an echo at the end of the clip. This evp is in direct answer to a question I posed.
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Be-cky... Becky... Becky... I miss you
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Click HERE for the stretched file
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Not sure that's what it's saying. It sounds like a Speak & Spell to me. Very weird. The evp above, too. And recently I heard this sound in my room at night. It was clear as day then... and in a different room than the evp was taken in years ago.
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O-kay Becky... I can't have it!.... I love you... I do miss you
The singing you'll hear is the soundtrack to the Charlie Brown Christmas Special.
(I was putting up the Christmas tree). You know the song... it's at the end of the cartoon where all the kids are humming around the Christmas tree. There are no lyrics to the song in the clip. Only the choir of kids humming. 
I might upload more later. If I do, they'll be pasted in this post. Just bear in mind that any I might post below are evp's where I'm really not sure they are Patrick. YOu really never can tell with evp... hence why I stopped.
The "Beeecky" in the beginning is said playfully.
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This evp is another DEEP voice. I'm really not sure it's Patrick. Not sure what the end of the clip is saying. It is a little chopped off at the end. (My fault, as at the time I didn't here that end part). All I know for sure is that before the "you," is a one syllable word. It sounds something like "Kiss Me."
By the way, Months ago I heard "Look up Becky" with my own ears when trying to fall asleep one night. At the time, I chose to ignore it.
And honestly... I really feel like this is not Patrick. I only include it here to warn others about evp. You never know when the tricksters will come through! THat's why I stopped evp work. I refuse to give these types of spirits attention, which is exactly what they want. Sorry, but I ain't biting!!!
You really do need to follow your gut with this stuff. My instincts tell me the 2 evp's above probably aren't Patrick. My instincts also tell me all the others are him. To me, those feel 'familiar'.... even comforting to hear. Of course, it is possible I'm wrong and the 2 evp's above are him as well. I've certainly been wrong before.
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Thursday, 22 October 2009
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Highland Band
So I just got back from Disney World. This was my 11th trip, and while there imagine my surprise when coming down Main Street was a HIGHLAND marching band with bagpipes.
I've been going to Disney since I was 7 years old, and never have I seen and heard a bagpipe marching band there. I really was in the right place at the right time. I'm just wondering if this was confirmation from Patrick (after all that "Highlander/Listen to your Heart" stuff that happened the day before I left for Disney. And the band's name is "Highlander Band").
Or... maybe it was nothing. It certainly gave me pause, since I did ask him that if there was a message there the other day, to confirm it by a sign at Disney World.
Whether it was a sign or just coincidence, it was an awesome experience.
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Thursday, 15 October 2009
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Coincidence or not?
Wow! I haven't been here in a while. I probably should post a couple more things, but I'm still unsure so am going to pass for now. But... tonight I was doing some last-minute packing for my Disney World trip tomorrow when something happened.
I guess?
I was rushing about when I noticed one of my wall pictures being crooked, as it always does. It was a painting my Mom bought in Old Town Spring a couple years ago. (I've mentioned it before. It was expensive, but Mom couldn't stop thinking about it. She said she felt like I was supposed to have it, so she finally caved in. She went back to the store and bought it for me. It's pictured above and is called "The Highlander").
After straightening the picture, I said aloud the inscription the artist wrote on it for me. (I have it memorized because I've always liked it). CLICK HERE for a pic of the inscription.
If the pic won't open, it says this--
This is for Kristin!
May the Highlander always speak to your heart.
After saying to myself that I like what he wrote, I go back to the bathroom to pack my contacts when on the radio a new song starts to come on. The song playing was LISTEN TO YOUR HEART.
IF that was a message from Patrick, it made me giggle a bit.
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Don't think this means anything, but my new favorite song is below. Even though CBTM is my 1st choice, these lyrics also could easily be the theme song to my (unpublished
) book. I only mention it here b/c a while back I was told that Patrick is tired of me always leaving him/incarnating. This song definitely echoes that:
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Friday, 22 May 2009
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Reminder to Self
I just really feel the need to be reminded of this every once in a while. It's a very wise message someone shared with me a while back. I'll highlight the greatest advice in red. Seriously, I need to tape this to my bathroom mirror or something
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Ok. Deep breath here. I have a message for you and unless I buck up my courage and send it off, I'm going to keep getting this buzzing little nudges from my Guide, and I'm not going to get any work done that way.Please don't think I'm crazy. LOL. I'm so not used to doing this.I'm supposed to tell you that there are no coincidences. That everything that you notice and stumble across and experience is there for a reason, and that reason is to make you see. To understand. Your Patrick... he is there watching over you, yes, but you aren't to focus on the bittersweet knowledge that he hasn't come back for you. You are analytical and you doubt by nature {as do I, but I'm getting better about this}, and yet you are deeply intuitive but keep downplaying that part of yourself, and you need to stop. You need to get past that skepticism and go with what you feel, what you know deep inside. The world will make more sense to you if you do. You don't need a medium to understand. The truth is there inside you. You need to feel, to know, to **BELIEVE**, and you will have the answers that you seek. Society tells us none of this exists, and yet those of us who have a deeper connection ... we have been given this glimpse into eternity for a reason. Don't squander it with doubt.Feel. Believe. And know the truth.Also, have you written a manuscript surrounding Patrick? I get the feeling that if you do so, much of the truth will come out.
P.S. I believe you are astral travelling through your dreams at times.
And this is in response to my reply:
Maybe... just maybe... the next time that you recognize yourself brushing something off as coincidence, you can purposely set that doubt aside, just for the moment, and acknowledge the thought/feeling/vision. Just say, "Hello, I see you. Thank you." Acknowledge it, file it away... but don't dismiss it as nothing. Just try to stay open to the possibility.I also wonder if Patrick isn't acting more as a spirit guide for you in this lifetime. He seems to be doing his darnedest to get your attention and to help you to see and believe in him, but also to just believe in general. His spirit doesn't seem to be coming through to contact you solely to remind you of your past relationship with him {for what would be the point? If he had truly learned everything he had to learn, enough not to reincarnate, he would have evolved past the earthly concerns. He must have a larger purpose than that...}I believe in twin flames, and in soul mates. In fact, I feel that I have one that I have remembered but am not with currently as well... and I think that idea would probably upset my husband. But then, we have other things that have tied us to each other.I probably sound very accepting of this... but it's been a lifetime in coming to terms with it, and I am only now embracing it fully. I still have my skeptical moments, but I have learned so much through speaking with others who are also sensitive. You, my dear, have ability. I can feel it, even through online contact. I do think that you push it away **because** you don't want to think of yourself as gullible. Again, me too. But it is a limitation you have set for yourself, and while you may think of it as your nature, you can overcome it.
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Tuesday, 07 April 2009
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Another Bunny Dream
Part of my dream this morning was that I was about to go back inside when, along the fenceline, I saw a bunny. I was so shocked and surprised and delighted that there was one in our very own backyard. (Not exactly a common occurence in suburbia
). It was a brown bunny.And of course it was. Lol! Apart from the last time, every single time there's a rabbit in a dream of mine it's brown.
Note: The weather has been beautiful lately, so a lot of time has been spent in the backyard watching Duncan (a visiting bluebird here for years) feeding his babies in our birdhouse. So that fact alone - spending so much time out in nature lately - raises some questions.
Was this dream Patrick-related again, or is this a case of... a rabbit is a rabbit is a rabbit?
Probably the latter, but I'm open to other possibilities. I guess it could be his way of saying he's around, or his way of 'joining in' with the family? Or... maybe it was nothing.
I really need to stop saying that.
I just can't help myself.But knowing there's a PL correlation with those darn rabbits, I have to be open to this dream being Patrick-related.
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- Name: Kristin
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 12/19/2008
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